eleven : fifty nine pm

Monday, May 29, 2006

Its so damn early in the morning!
nothing left to do. Showered already so now im waiting for the Canadian pizza to come for lunch. hahaha.
so yest I was a love doc.
coincidently, two of my friends asked me for help on their love life.
SEXY if u ever read this, U OWE ME ONE! I STAYED UP TILL 1AM JUST FOR U! (:
hahahhuhauhahehehehahueuwa.
I don't laugh like that! riiite.
(:

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Sunday, May 28, 2006

you have to be there to know how it was really like.
my dad drove to church today for mass.
For 11am masses, they have this guy who will do sign language to the deaf community so that they too can follow with the mass proceedings.
we kinda sat a few rows behind them.
and there was a very peculiar guy who sat next to me (i shall refrain from using the word WEIRD.)
anyway, i dont think he has much manners.
he kept burping and scratching his back under his shirt during mass. it was disgusting!!
being quite hygenic when it comes to ppl coughing or sneezing within close perimeters, i get so grossed out cause i feel like the virus or germs is coming closer to me. lol.
then he started doing hand signs (when came to hymns and stuff) along with the deaf community. was actually wondering why he was seated so far away from them.

THEN, the homily. while the priest talked, he talked too in response = he is not deaf.
he mumbled, scratched, used his hands as a knife and chopped up air, clapped his palms loudly after every Amen, pronounces AMEN as 'ARMEN' instead of 'EHMEN' loudly, kneeled on the FLOOR when there is a cushion kneeler 0.1cm away from his knees!!

towards the end of mass, he sat so damn close to me (our legs are almost touching can!) till i gave him the hint of placing my waterbottle in the middle of us and sat with legs wide open like a man. since i have this unfriendly look when i dont smile, i gave him that look and he looked at me n looked down sadly. lol. im so meannnn!!!

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Thursday, May 18, 2006

So this is how a conversation somehow happened between 2 friends over a phone.

"so ya bf in nursing?"
"yarrr"
"he can teach ya CPR"
"WTH! pervert!"
"ehhhhh i didnt mean it that wayyyyy!!"
"hahahaha ehhhhhhhh i also. but i like the way u think." [an-nur started this I LIKE THE WAY U THINK]
"u are siti Casandra Tan bte what what what"
"WTF? dont be a bastard lahhhh"
"HAHAHAHA"
"errr okkkaaaaayyyyyy. goodbye"
"u know u sound like those telephone machines *mocks my goodbye*"
"rittttttttteeeeee k k k bye"
"say it! say goodbye!"
"goodbye"
"HAHAHAHAHA remember to blog about me! bye!"

eh, im blogging about u.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

today was really a day to remember.

around 530pm plus, lian, an-nur & I was at the neighbourhood park-playground-whatever it is called at woodlands setting up for Delphine's 18th birthday party.

the banner. kinda small to see but whatever! I like the fonts! NO ONE ELSE HAS THEM EXCEPT ME!
before ( it looks very gross rite)and this is the after ( Stella & I kept relighting the candles and Nadia & lian tried blocking it. by the time del saw it, I bet it she was like EEW WHATS THAT.LOL.)

Stella, Wan lin, Xioa Chu & Nadia joined us later.

Stella excersing before del arrived.
blowing balloons
It was a surprise party, obviously del was unaware of it.

Hafiizah & Jannah brought del around 8pm, blindfolded. Hafiizah, del, Janaah. surprised?
When she realized it was a surprise, del cried. heeeee. It kinda hit my heart :'( . very touching. teeeee heee. Anyway, ate food, gossiped, took pics, had a catch up time with each other. It was fun and a success! hahahaha.

the birthday cake

delphine cutting the cake

delphine tan! Hope you liked the scrapbook, Harry potter uno & necklace!
cass, del & lian an-nur tired already. ZZZZZZZZZZ why stella stand so farrrrr! if u look VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY CLOSELY U CAN SEE SMT THATS WHY SHE STAND ONE HEAD APART. the girls.
One of the best birthday parties ever been to!
This is the type of day you would wish that it would just repeat itself one more time..
I wouldn't trade a day like this for another.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Sunday, May 14, 2006

At 4am today, I woke up with a sick feeling that something in my stomach was trying to be freed. Made my way to my parents room where my mum rubbed medicated oil on my tummy.
Went back to sleep hoping that feeling in my stomach would just go awaaayyyyy when i wake up.
When i woke up, it did go away but muscle ache and a 38.6 degree celcius fever took its place.
daammmnn.
Cried like a baby for 1 hour as ice cold water was rubbed on me and also due to the pain.
From 7am till 12pm, i prayed that my fever would subside as i really wanted to work later.
After doing tepid sponging + cold compress (i dont care above or below what temp then do what procedure first!) + taking pills + drinking watermelon juice all at once between those hours, i went to bed to sleep.
Felt SLIGHTLY better when i woke up.
Leg still felt cold n painful.

In the end, i still dragged myself to work.
cold,hot,cold,hot,cold,hot....thats how i was feeling.
Dad fetched me home after work.
12am ++ slepppttt hoping for a better day ahead.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Thursday, May 11, 2006

I tend to change my blogskin faster than u can say RAH.
I get sick of designs easily. rahhhaha.

I like to design things, but...
cant draw.
My self-designed purple skirt and room is only the beginning.
maybe I shall make it a new found hobby. rahrahahrah.
whatever.

"uh, sorry. Its my first day here." -Cass
"uh, do you mind checking with the cashier?" -Lian
uh... 7 more days to go.
barney barney barney barney.. no matter how many times we picked them up, it always lands back on the floor. WHERE IS BOA ?

"lets make our own section n put it here."
rahahahah.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Saturday, May 06, 2006

so today i spent the WHOLE day making my plain wall... not so plain.
there is still bare parts.
woke up at 11am.
ate breakfast and started!
so-called finised around 9.30pm.
Obviously, i took breaks. lol.
Its "so-called finished" as there is STILL finishing touches to add.
SO FAR, this is how it looks like.

[excuse the darkkkkk photo quality as i took the pic when the batt was very very very very very lowwwww]
From a buffy the vampire slayer & SPCA wall to this..

my favourite quote from Ida Scott Taylor. :))

diff sideview. lol.
sketches and drawings from one tree hill's peyton sawyer and Deviantart.

credits to them. [othgallery.com & deviantart.com] :)

the order i pasted it kinda tells a story. if u ever come over, i let u know. rararahaha.

ANDDDDD

from a room door with the OC poster and a lot of other crap...

now this is weird as ... my messy door turns into a simple door with just ONE pic.[othgallery.com]

I likkkkeee this pic a lot. it relates to me in a different way as a certain person once told me that even if i am angry or sad, he can tell as he can see right thru me. I will open up and let u into my world but there is no promises that it be all sunshine and butterflies. The darkest of days will come at times, accept it if u want to know ME.

a plain door first and then when u enter, a room full of stuff..

i may seem plain on the outside, but i have lots of character. rahahhaha. :D

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

What If Qs constantly flooded my mind n blurred my vision.
what If I did this, will be wrong? What If she called and said I'm in? What if I fail a test? What If they found out? W H A T I F ..
the more i worried, the more i was afraid.
I was scared of making wrong and stupid decisions which I DID at times.
but I still gained something out of it.
It was not entirely wrong nor stupid like...
If it wasn't for nursing, I wouldn't have met amazing bunch of friends who made me reflect n realized the differences in people.
If it wasn't for a petty fight I had with Dee back in secondary school, I wouldn't have worked harder and opened up to her more.
yea. Life can surprise you.
I will always make decisions which I will regret.
sometimes it is good to regret, cause it will teach you..
life is not PERFECT.

Be not afraid of life.
Believe that life is worth living
and your belief will help create the fact.

Henry James

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine