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Saturday, September 30, 2006

So I totally had no photos in my handphone. so Ruth & I decided to be camera freaks (not whore ..we aint whores! lol) and snapped pictures awayyyyy! we took in total 7 SAVED ONES. the rest were obviously deleted. i only gonna show u 2 of the nicest ones. so here are the pics we took on the 153 bus!


lol.

ohhh ohh! and we got CHOCOLATES from church (Risen Christ) as it was CHILDRENS DAY!

we bitched as usual about everything under the sun. and i knocked my bloody knee at the church benchhhh and was like OW OW OW all the way to receive eucharist. hahah. and the Choir ppl sit at the ceiling! LOL. It was so obvious to spot the youths. they were all seated at the second floor, last row. we sat at the second floor too and for the first time in mass, we could not even see the priest. haha.

ohhh and the roti prata at Toa payoh's banquet is like eekk. only one side of the prata is cooked and the curry tasted funny. We ate with sugar in the end. hahaaa.

ohhh ohhh ohhh! and now is the fasting month for muslims rite. and u know we look like malay rite? whenever i order food before 7pm, the malay ladies give me that look like WHY U NOT FASTING! look or YOU GOT PERIOD ISIT? hahahaha. Like what ruth said, "why are people staring at us?"

hahhaa.

this is the edited part:

i forgot to add this as i forgot about it. One guy asked ruth if we were sisters when he saw our photo on ruth's HP(it was a pic taken at AMK POLICE STATION! like what nat said, since ruth has been loosing her wallet 3789338912 times, the police station set up a personal cupboard for her. ) and ruth bluffed him that we were. and the next time when the guy saw me alighting the bus..

guy:hey your sister is here..

ruth: huh what sister? where?

another girl: Thats not her sister !

The guy must have felt like a fool for believing ruth and ruth cant even remember the tricks she fooled ppl with !

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Friday, September 29, 2006

Had a rather shockingly fulfilling day of tvrp lesson (did the corporate video storyboard)..Shockingly she was like "VERY GOOOD!!"
ohh, today I saw a lady smsing with the the ultra ultra thin Samsung phone.. It was seriously flat! I was wondering why she pressing her purse. lol.

After going home with Michelle, I went to CP with my mum to buy my new handphone !
I signed up for singtel student plan tooooo! Will take effect on tue or wed. handphone number still the same. 1000 free smses n free incoming here I come! lol.

I bought Samsung Z540.
Even though it wasn't my ideal Samsung latest ultra thin phone, I became very much attached to this current Samsung phone too lol.
As it has...

3G ! ( had a video call with my sister just now. My brother showed his butt to my sister during the video call)

it can take pictures in 3 diff ways! RAHAHHAHA I love camera phones!

it is small and thin. Can fit my bloody palm.

its a flip! Finally something than the usual.

and it has security from SIM pin to phone locks and even lock for SMSES! weeeeeee~ if a robber steals my phone, he will be in for a surprise n will probably feel like a super dumbass.

and its black!

it has other functions too lahhh but these are the ones I am more happy about. lol.

rahahahhaha.

(:




TMR I SHALL NOT TALK TO U!

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

So today I went to town & Chinatown and bought two things-

1. A black and white polka dotted vest

(to shift a stupid button to make it tighter at far east level 4 cost $5! WTH! Rip offfff!! then when i kept asking "how much will it cost?" the ah ma kept asking abt hemming and where the button should go n extra buttons to put. HELLO! ANSWER MY Q! i know they want more money laa but its really so damn unreasonable to shift a button 1cm away for 5 bucks. i was like forget it ! in the end my mum sowed it for me for FREE!)

2. a belt from chinatown. you know those high waist belt? lol. bought one just incase if i ever need to wear. lol. $2.20! so darn cheap! n somemore u choose the buckle and belt thingy yaself!

ok so next thing, this happened on the bus on the way to my house..

RING RING
RING RING
RING RING
RING RING
RING RING
RING RING
(seriously, it was those old sch ringtone)

then I looked at the ah pek at the opposite seat thinking "walau wtf, answer la!"
and he looked at me back with those "what?" look
an-nur & I exchange glances as to wondering whose hp is that.

RING RING
RING RING

bus conductor turns around giving that look to the back of the bus.

RING RING

An-nur takes out his hp and ITS HIS HP!!
WTF
HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT WAS HIS HANDPHONE RINGING!
"i didn't know my ringtone is like that"
LOL

i laughed at him non-stop.
SO BLUR!

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Sunday, September 24, 2006

So on Friday An-nur & I took neoprints.
It's not exactly our first few pics together.
It is our FIRST neoprint together after almost coming a year together.
Its HIS first time taking neoprint. Hahah.
and its my FIRST time taking neoprint with a guy.
Usually with girls, you can act all looney in the booth..But with ya bf, it be kinda weird haahah.
Anyway, the poses in the pics look rather stiff rite.. hahahah.
Nvm, we will improve!

Anyway here they are:
1.FIRST SHOT. NOT BAD RITE? LOL. An-nur looks like the cat on his shoulder.



2. SO SWEET ? lol. And a messy neoprint. 3.THIS ONE BF LOOKS LIKE A GIRL! HAHAHAHAH. According to him, cause the pic has flowers so must act girly.


Have 5. One of them aint gonna show cause its super ugly and another one an-nur has it.

LOL. (I aint exactly laughing out loud)

(:

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Friday, September 22, 2006



THIS HANDSOME GUY SO CAN DANCE! and i also like the jacket thingy at the end. rahahah. JUSTIN TIMBERLAKEEEEE!

and also..
today i took neoprints with an-nur. will upload them soon. hahahaha.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Thursday, September 21, 2006

So sickening.
Sometimes I wish I have my OWN room.
no old aunt sharing the same room as you, coughing her lungs out and you can't help but not breathe so as you don't want to catch her deadly oldie virus.
how uncool is it to have a nagging old lady sharing the same room as you?
well, what does she do to contribute to the household chores?

okay, so lets give her credit for feeding the cat, washing the clothes (ohhh did I mention one day your green blouse can have shades of black? Or how about your brothers pullover stretching to its max?) and sweeping the floor (did I mention the hair or dust be still there? I swear the broom she sweeps with is like 5cm above the ground).

Last time my mother used to scold me back for being rude to her older sister.. But now I can see my mother knows its not really my fault. She can see that her own sister is bloody rude. My mum can't help but scold her too for not doing ANY chores. In the end, my mother does EVERYTHING. And what does she do? Watch TV 24 hours the freaking day.

Then when you want to watch, she be like nagging her guts that her next show be on n stuff. Like hellooo? Let me watch cable TV for 1 hour at least la? Like she been watching it all day.. And she be like "what watch all day!! I started watching few minutes ago" YA RITE. The moment I came home, I saw u sitting at the damn couch! Then she see me glaring at her and my aunt will go "take la take it!" and storms off to the room. Like give me a break. How old are u? 10?

pissed to the core with her crappy attitude. Today I was like "please lah. Shut up, you are old already and still behave like that" (I could not help but say it)
then she was like "then you think you very young? So young and so rude"
RUDE TO YOU ONLY.

she does shit to clean the room she SHARES with me.
and when other old folks come and visit, they all sleep in MY ROOM.
like hellloo, does this look like ren ci, muhammadiya or St lukes to you?
that's why my dad also cant take it sometimes but jokingly say when he calls the house..It be like..

Cass:hello.
Dad: Hello, is this the Sarjit's old folks home located in SengK?

and my dad at times call my aunty "couch potato" behind her back but obviously to me cause he say "Shhhh. Better don't say about your mother's sisters from 'Malacca' " (My mother & her other sisters likes to go to malacca to visit my godma who is also my mums sister.. Its like their second home)

And also my aunt has a favourite niece and nephew esp the nephew which is my cousin J. J is also my mother's Godson..However, my aunt seems to favouritise him much much more than my mum. We can't talk bad abt J infront of my Aunt later she be like super angrrrryyyyy.. She will just shoot at us. Whenever one of us says something negative about J in front of my aunt, either one of us will go "SHHHHHH! favourite aunty there" and point at her infront of her face.

And when my friends come over and be in my room, she be like purposely coming to the room and "finding something"...She was surely eavesdropping. like wth! And when my mum herself is on the phone, my aunt go "Who's that?" and starts pretending to find smt in MY MOTHERS ROOM. My mum also knows she eavesdrop, so when my aunt in the room, she just keeps quiet while on the phone on purpose.

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I cant even sleep at like 1 or 2 am in my own room. Like when she wants to sleep at 12, I TOO must shut down comp or get out of my room if I'm still on the phone as she wants the light to be off. WTF LAH.
ITS MY ROOM TOO.
CANT WAIT TO MOVE OUT OR FOR HER TO MOVE OUT.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Yesterday when I was on my way home, Ms Ruth Hannah Das called me and asked me if I wanted to study or do some work with her n Natalie Wong at CP.. So I told her I would think about it. By the time I got home, I was kinda tired to get my butt out of the house, lugging the laptop to compass, so I asked them to come over to my house instead where there be electricity and food.

Ruth: Walau you pig, come out lahh, what ya mother cook?
Cass: U come lahh... She cooked spaghetti..
Ruth: OK I'M ON MY WAY THERE !

And she arrived in 5mins.
LOL.
Anyway, we did our own stuff for an hour or so. Ruth is having some Econs exam today so she was the only one really studying. lol. After that, we were distracted by Natalie's spongebob squarepants and high forehead weird yet funny photos in her computer as her comp had a camera which could take pics. hahaha. So we played around too. I only have one though which I stole from Ruth friendster.

Its our feet.


it looks combined rite and apparently I have 1 feet with 10 toes, 2 hulahoops and 2 doors to get out of my room too! My mum was like "you look more and more like a boy" to Nat. hahahah and my dad was like "Nice hair you got there" to Nat and Ruth replied "Thanks" HAHAHA. She is STILL blur and she STILL bullys nat. lol.
they left around 11.30pm and it was time for sleep which I so regret waking up super early for today.
TOTALLY WASTED MY TIME GOING TO SCH.
what we had to do?
well, put on make-up like the wayang or hungry ghost festival ppl do.
She calls that "TV makeup"
freak lahh, looks more like Marilyn Manson with colours other than gothic black.
and she called Cheryl, me, ying ying, Michelle and some other girls infront "plain faces"

WHATEVER *((&#$%^&*$())_+DSAKDASKLDSA*(#8392837868


I pay $180 plus for facial, and here u are wanting me to put on makeup as thick as kuih lapis? u want numerous landmine pimples to break out with the sharing of makeup u used repeatedly on ppl isit?
I will only put when I'm working. I will definitely NOT put makeup as exaggerated as that.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Monday, September 18, 2006

So today, Cheryl sabo-ed me again(first time was the Padman journalism thingy about presenting my stuff on some TV news layout) by making me do some reporting infront of the blinding light where I could not see anyone in the studio. I still remember it was something along the lines of "Hi, I'm Casandra reporting for Fashion Tonight.............bla bla bla" and made up some lame shop called babydoll which was suppose to describe the dress! and the shop name was supposed to be MYPRETTYBUTTERFLY. lol. okayyy lah. not so bad..Most ppl also freaked out infront of the camera. lol. but sharifah can be quite serious ehh! lol.

let me show u smt which made me laugh a little when i received this MMS.

Dear An-nur,

I am not a donut. Sleeping as usual! You are supposed to be working you know and saving lives and "touching lives" and cleaning pangsai and giving oxygen masks or smt not taking naps like the sickly disease carrying patients at the hospital. lol. However, you prefer to hang the curtains and check the Blood pressure of cats. lol. can you imagine the little kitty with the IV drip? then checking its pulse! then asking "uncle, you okay? Want to go toilet anot? im going to take your glucose level ok" then the kitty uncle replies "meow meow meow meow meow meow" and u prick the kitty paw. wtf.


I saw your mother just now at the interchange and she told me she saw us eating roti prata with chicken at your darling hometown, woodlands. she also agreed with me that you and chicken are inseparable. LOL. the more chicken you eat, the more you look like one. LOL. you should stop training to be a student nurse and move to some kampung part of malaysia and open up a chicken farm. larrr lalalal.

i love my boyfriend even though he is a chicken and soccer 24/7 365 days a year X 19 years freak. and how dare u trick me that it is wednesday today! i cant believe i fell for your trap!

love,

cass

xoxoxoxox

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thanks linda for the book you lent me today! the moment i reached home, i read, slept, read and was done! weeeeeeeeeeehehhehehehe.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Saturday, September 16, 2006

let me teach u a song first.
I overheard a kid who is probably k1 singing this song on the bus.
it went something like this:

6 little monkeys jumping on the bed.
1 fell down n knocked her head!
mother called doctor n now...
that monkey is brain dead!

ok haha.

anyway, today I went town with Xiulin.
*gossiping
*neoprints
*browsing at clothes from wisma-taka-heeren-cini-fareast-cini
*watched frostbiten(ULTRA LAME) - started laughing at the Swedish song in the beginning. Then continued laughing cause we thought it was like a Christmas home alone show. rarhhh. So lame!


xiulin trying to kiss me!


I like this ! Check out xiu broken "V". Like as though her fingers broken! More like an "L" hahhhhah.

so act cute with the mangen pose!

got 2 more left but TOO BAD I WONT SHOW U!

if u noticed, under my listen up, i have a song from Hillsong. LOL. SHOCKED?

yea, those who know me definitely know i aint SOOO holy. i somehow stumbled upon this song in radioblog n kinda like the BEAT. they somehow have less than 10 words in the song. and keep repeating it. anyway, i like the beat. dont worry, i didnt start attending Praise & Worship at church. i doubt i will ever ever go again. still will remember what denise said few years back.. "it seems satanic with the jumping n raising of hands" LOL

jumping, singing, praying, raising of hands, hugging, crying as u are connected with God and Jesus.. hurrr hurr hehehe. lol.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

If I create a wishlist on my blog, I think it be totally embarrassing for me as none of it will be striked off anytime soon. So I can create one here and if I don't fulfill my wishlist, at least the post will disappear and people will forget all about this pathetic post of mine.

anyway, below are the things which I've been eyeing on or was supposed to do since 87293721 days ago but still have not even gotten or done them. Anyway, I'm too fussy. I keep searching for the perfect and worth the money item..But cant find any I really Lurveee.

ok shut up cass, here they are:

* a New ultra thin Samsung handphone. ( I never really bought it yet as it cost a hell lot and there is no cheap upgrade price. If I spend on it, I can probably buy 7 jeans and 2 tank tops)
* A sundress !! ( the ones I saw either have sleeves, low neck line, awful dull colours n long. U want me to look like a character from sound of music isit!?)
*another bag ( looks kinda small when you look at it and can put A4 size stuff. How in the world am I going to find that!)
* A flat nice lady shoe ( the one with the mini heel I got is too small till I got a bloodclot on my freaking toe.. So I cant wear that anymore. If I buy with heels, my bf will look like a dwarf)
* A few pairs of straight cut dirty jeans.
* more tops
* revamp my entire room ( paint it lavender? Get curtains? Throw away my useless computer from 9 STOREYS above. And maybe dust the bacteria infested shelves? Clean and arrange my books? My room is like a war zone. Its worse than a guys room.)
* Read more story books (IM DOING THIS now. However, as I do this, I neglect the rest. I seriously need to buck up on my English. I feel like its deteriorating badly. I needa to speeka ploper engrish.)
* fix the printer (stupid piece of useless shit. )
* Go to balcony at Heeren ( I've been saying this since last year)
*Have more afternoon naps ( I finally got one today since 2004)
* Take up driving.
* Go for a holiday.
* Learn Mandarin.
* Stop my Lahs, Lohs, Lehs, walau.
* Jump more. I want to be 1.68m at least when I'm 21.
* Drink more white milk.
* Learn how to swallow pills.

And finally
* Buy a 9 millimeter or sniper to shoot people who gossip about how skinny I am or ask me the usual "Why you so skinny?!?!?" , "Eat more!!" , "are you anorexic????" Qs. Ohhh ya, I also need

Cass: bullet refills..
An-nur: its called ammunition ____ !
( I forgot whats the other word as I do not speak army language. like "yes sir! We shall report back at pulau putih hitam hijau alamak in 100 hours at approximately 1347, sir! i wont disspoint you sir." like go n die please. I wont be caught dead in green colour patchy clothings and black boots)

I need a hell lot of it as I cant run away from these endless Qs.
LOL!! I was kidding about the last one for you dead serious ppl out there.

I'm kidding myself.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

hmmmmmmm, and they say you supposed to have a professional image. ya rite. cant imagine what that thing and that 'butch' be like years down the road. Probably gossiping away and letting the whole world know about their patients medical history and their fellow colleagues leg disease.

no need to be ******* ***** lahhh, just open up a gossipers association! I tell you, if you continue like this, you be like those aunties below the void deck gossiping away about other peoples children and which married couple is having an affair.

I never knew that people could backstab a friend so cruelessly without a tinge of guilt in their heart actually exists! Their heart must be cold and hard. How can one keep betraying their so-called friends & still continue her merciless acts towards her self proclaimed bestfriend? And she still has the guts to deny all "false" claims made against her. TSK. Her nose is like longer than 100 middle fingers combined. Like helloooo, grow up please. You are already 19 this year and the way you behave is like a13 year old. Mostly in secondary school days do these kinda things happen. What form of joy do you get out of these mambo jumbo betrayal? So, grow up before I have to go to the toy department at Robinson to get for you a rattle and an elmo toy.

oh ya, you both should seriously invest in a mirror too. Thinking you all damn chio and all ! omgggg. One looks like a guy at certain angles and the other......omg. No comments. Not saying u so damn ugly but neither are you all so fucking drop dead gorgeous. Look at the supermodels and actresses lahh, that's what you call pretty. infact more than just pretty. I think I rather look at a chicken poxed butt as it looks nicer. And stop calling people ugly please. Which brings me back to point one, invest in a mirror. :)

and how can people take their side by hearing their biased stories? WTF lahh. If other people interferes and not want to hear the true story, that is like up to their brainless mind to do so. We cant change biased people's views yea? All we can hope is that sooner or later people will know about the true colours of these girls. I pray that you victims out there who are their so-called friends, will not be betrayed too.They will infact get a taste of their own medicine one day. Anyway, I'm biased too. I trust my friends side of the story as i believe there is credibility. Do you trust your backstabbing/hypocrite/liar 'friend'? Go lah, continue to be childish. No one is stopping you. Not only will other people get hurt by you, but in turn, you will definitely feel the pain twice as bad one day. Soon you be so ashamed of your attitude and how you are behaving presently. [you--> refering to those two Its]

Oh ya, better shave ya armpit hair okay? I suggest the Gillette for women or Veet wax or smt. Or how about an epilator? Its more convenient as it pulls the hair from its roots. hahaha.

eh xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx, If that outram park secondary cum RI cum SJI cum St Gabs cum ACS guy start his nonsense again, tell him to shove this small dick up his ass lah.

hahhahahahahahhahahahahah. riiitteeee.
I watched devils wear prada today with my classmates today- fazlin, linda, yani & cheryl.
however, what i wrote above is not evil. H A H A.
i aint a devilish female k. hehhh hehhh
and i also dont wear prada.
lol.
how i wish i could!
SOONNNN!!!!

(:

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Saturday, September 09, 2006

I watched VCD today.
the title is called Hoodwinked. or smt like that.
hahah.
it stars
Anne Hathaway
and
Glenn close.
its a cartoon.
and guess what about?
its bout red riding hood.
So we all know the children tale that big bad wolf impersonated her grandma n wanted to eat red riding hood rite?
Well, in this cartoon movie, there is more to that.
in the movie, someone was stealing secret 'goodie'(cupcakes & stuff) recipes and red riding hood was actually going to her granny house to hide her grandma's cupcakes.
big bad wolf is actually a investigative reporter and disguised himself as her grandma with no intention of eating little red.
grandma was actually tied up in the closet cause she was parachuting down to her roof and her parachute was caught in the fan and the circulation of the fan made the strings tie the grandma and the fan impact threw the grandma in the closet.
hahah.
the wolf was not involved in the tying up of little red granny.
LOL.
lame rite?
but kinda funny.
in the end, the evil character who wanted to steal the forest neighbourhoods goodies was a bunny.
it looked like the energizer battery bunny. h a h a.

ahhhh hahaha.
and I'm having a little of the flu buugggggg!
speed up to year 2070 please. I be 83 and my ashes be in an urn or buried deep below the earth where none of my ungrateful children will visit but instead be fighting for their $56million inheritance.
or maybe I will never get the chance to get married. I be lonely and I be a biscuit baker with 6 dogs, 5 cats,3 mice, 2 monkeys and a pet iguana as my companions and living in a homeless shelter for eternity.

hope life won't be so sad.

you know yesterday a friend of mine smsed me and said something very interesting n funny. Can't remember the exact SMS but smt about since guys/girls are having sex at such a young age, when she gets married or have a future bf, the males wont likely be virgins.

my reply went smt like " I guess must accept them for who they are. Just don't get involved with pervs or sex addicts" cause if you do, the guy prob only want sex out of the relationship rite without getting to at all know you or even understand YOU.
ok, so lets say, what YOU want from the relationship is sex so u can keep score of how many guys u fucked or have the ultimate satisfaction that the guy is off wanking himself because of you.
what a pea brain you are.
don't you as a female at least deserve some respect for yourself and your body?
yada yada ya body is the temple, but hellooooo, why you letting a guy rip ya hole in further till an elephant paw can probably enter?
multiple times with multiple guys from east to west who are young enough to be ya nephew or old enough to be ya daddy, probably ppl loose respect for you, especially when like lets say you loose it before you are even old enough to understand the word MATURITY.
ok ok, so who am I to say this rite?
im entitled to my opinions, biatch.
get STDs, not my problemo.
who want to do with you now huh? sucker.

okay, take care now!

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Friday, September 08, 2006

ok I have pictures to share with you.

the first two are
totally 100% natural/candid pictures.



pissed. sian. go away.


freak. why i look so happy!

Now,

Meet baby Arian!

So unfair! her cute pink top is like, so cute lah! the 'wanted' & 'rewards'. Kids these days, so lucky to have nicer baju. hahaha


]hmmm. Hendeson milton pastilles candy -kembang gula rasa apel is so addictive![

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

This is a special entry dedication to the friends I wurve.

boyfriend
even though you hurt me with ya "lets go home. I'm sian" RAH! And smt smt happen n our date has to be cancelled, I still love you even though I say I don't friend you or I want to leave you. HAHA. You always care for me and has always been there for me in my darkest hour. I know whenever I take pictures and keep deleting them to get the perfect pic, you were very tolerating of itt! lol. Even though I get pissed when you have to play soccer every Saturday till you die,...... I will still continue to be fustrated cause you cannot live without your freakin balls and being smelly melly on Saturday evenings with your brother who spits on you[LOL] and your fadhil & gang. HAHAHAH. 11 months has been greatt! (:
see annur gallery for the pic of us. My face looks nicer!rahrahrhahra unless he deleted it already. walau.

denise kang
you have always been there for me even though I disliked you in pri5 cause you couldn't shut up with offspring's americana songs. And we had our petty stupid ridiculous fucking quarrel back in sec 2 or 3. but we've gotten stronger and more matured and you thought me and influenced me to study hard as you were goody girl after a while. And even though we had competition in studies, it still motivated me to study hard. You are my favourite science geek friend and now my bitch talking friend and also a good friend I can rely on when it comes to relationships. hehhh hehh!

yap xiulin
babe!!The moment we had same attachment at hougang polyclinic, we couldn't stop laughing at each other. We still continue to laugh at each other from the making fun of ppl to soggy sloggie days. We've gotten closer in sem 2 and was my one friend which I could talk about anything back in poly cause maybe of the same age? We can really click like shit. I will never forget laughing my ass off at you when u fell down in nursing lab pract class and siti muslihat being a hell lot pissed at us as we couldn't stop our silent laughter. Will never forget when lian, you and me were behind the curtains at lab and you were MOLESTING the dummy's! RAHAH. Don't worry about your fat lard bastard ex ok? You will soon find someone who will appreciate you more than ever. More orchard town trips ya? Never forget laughing at your impression of spongebob square pants at borders and also when we couldn't stop laughing at that woman with those huge kissable lips. lol. (:

beelian
ahhh liannn! yew tee! yellow! Which name to call ya? hahaha. you really were there for me after that ms-poh-kim-joyce-guo-who-loved-to-"bully"-me left nursing. and u were my good bud when came to bitching about nursing n its peeps back then. we hated it so much till i think i influenced you to be a lazy pig like me when came to tests. lol. cant forget the moment when we cheated on our MIC common test paper! and i ended up being a P___ T____.... DOTS rite. and you always like to wear yellow with samuel! u all had something going on riteee ! from memories of hating a certain person shoe in class to bitching about the lecturer who has favourtism to the role play where u played huang na!!! and and and and to the times we made fun of a certain terrorist til we really associate her as a terrorist! lol. glad you are happier now and find a bf lah! walau eh! hope ppl stop hating you and ur gang ! lol.

delphine tan
DELLLL! okkk i have so many funny memories with youuuu lahh! all the classics! and i think i wrote it in ya bday pressent scrap book but nvm! i let everyone know our awesome memories.
1. throwing 10cent coins thru the toilet window to scare bee lian and joyce that it is a ghost as the money came from "somewhere"... we were really so free to leave captains class while he was teaching just for self entertainment rite? lol.
2. running away from siti FON lecture halfway! hahahaha.
3.cheating for test and u STILL got the answer wrong even though YOU checked the book! raharahharah.
4. HOUGANG POLYCLINIC POH KIM! we were frequently late for one whole week lahhh!
5. our obsession with harry potter and cedricccccccccccccccccccccc!!
6. blocking me when i was laughing at xiulin and siti already warned me n xiu to stop laughing. i was taller lahhh! wtf! hide behind you also has no effect. lol.
7. bandaging your leg which the bandage was later used on samuels head. RAHHA.
9,10,11,12-10000000. STILL GOT LOTS MOREEEEE! lol.
hope you be able to find a guy out there for youuuuuuu that you wont be sad about and keep me updated with ya love life ok!!! you are a smart n good girl! dont become a girl with multiple tattos & piercings and has sex as a hobby ya!! ok i dont know why yours seems the longest! lol.

okk i tired already. if u want me to dedicate to you, let me know! lol.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

So what did I do today?
Well, definitely NOT assignments.
I will become freaking lazy when it comes to days off.
Like for example, on Sundays I would be watching AXN supreme Sunday: CSI on cable and Veronica Mars on Ch5 at 6pm. I have my days planned out in front of the TV which has caused me to suffer from poor vision. ANYWAY, THOU SHALL NOT WORK ON SABBATH DAY. See, I am obeying the 10 commandments! lol.

Anyway, I woke up at 11am today. This is what will happen if you do not set your alarm clock. U go on sleeping like a pig. So I showered and ate breakfast and lunch barely 1 hour apart while watching two lame-mo movies. 1. I'll Always Know What You Did Last Summer & 2. The Wild on Vcd and DVD respectively.

So both movies had unknown actresses and actors. The I'll Always know... Is like the supposedly sequel of Jennifer Love Hewitt's I Still know what u did last summer. The Fisherman ( the guy with the hook) who is the killer is not human. LOL. He is an urban legend and he looks like Freddy Kruger. He can only die with his own hook kinda thing as he is a "ghost" or somesort and he died by being grinded in some construction machinery.

Next, is The Wild.
Boring.
didn't watch till the end as it was not funny. The koala bear had lame lines.

Yesterday, I went to PS with my mother to makan dinner first before I went for my facial and her slimming at Clarke Quay. I realize that PS has a rental bookstore with a wide range of new and interesting books to borrow. $14 per rental and $8 return is alright rite? hahaha. Seems so ex though.
Then went for my faciaaalll! Angel, the girl who does my facial most of the time helped me clear some of my uglyfied pimples harbouring on my forehead. It looks slightly better than before when I had like red landmines on my head. I'm rather particular when it comes to skin. hahaha. Already so skinnified and not blessed with gorgeous looks, I should at least have something to like. hahaah.

New computer came. The courts guy had some bohemian hairstlye. lol.
Its those flat screen computer kind. It will obviously be placed in my brothers room.
I want my own laptop and Samsung slide phone D820!

and have ya seen their ultra thin 6.9!? the samsung x820? it is REALLY THIN LAH!

i like black phones. very classy. hahah. not manly ok! professional! hahaha.

I SO WANT A NEW HP! going to change to Singtel student line soonnn when i get the new phone. hahaha. Its bout time i change to a phone other than Nokia.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Saturday, September 02, 2006

BAD DAY CUM GREAT DAY

So, today the day started really fucking bad.
How long more till this mother thing going to go on?
There is a fucking limit to everything.
Half hour before is fucking ridiculous.
Anyway, Whatever.

Thanks to Nat, Ruth & Bee Lian for comforting me on the phone n being there for me especially at this freaking time of need. thanks for the adviceS u gave (: . Thanks to nat for really CHEERING me up by making me laugh by ya lame-ness. hahaha.

anyway,
before i headed down to town, i bumped into pei fang, my ex sjc classmate! lol. we both looked so stun to see each other at the LRT station. she was off to work. hahahhaha.

headed down to marina square.
ate beeeefff noodles and talked about braces! rahhhhahah.
joke joke,laugh laugh, smile smile, made me kinda forget of the problems i was having.
then muaaa friend bought for me the skinnie black wallet that ive been eyeing on since last few months ago as a belated birthday gift. lol. yeaaahhh! thankkkkkksssssssssss forrrrrrr ittttt. soooo niiiiceeeeee of yoouuuuu! LOL.

then decided to head down to Bugis.
went down to bugis STREET! bought a small black bag. from $25 bargained to $18! hahahahahaha. the shopkeeper told us his life story first though about getting cheated n trusted us or smt like that. i think! was too busy laughing at him. lol.
then walked around parco aimlessly as lost track while chatting. lol.
Went to buy chocolate milkshake from macdonalds. hahah. riiiteee.
Sat at the parco bugis fountain as we tried to SAW off the bag plastic tag with a key.
Soon, there was a fight at Jet Star's booth. after the guy shouted at the staff, he walked off so calmly & really blended in with the public! no one would have guessed it was him. hahaha.

when i came back home my dad was like "wahhh why so style-lo?!"
AH!? STYLE-LO MEH!

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Friday, September 01, 2006

SOME RANDOM THOUGHTS

Someone may say "What's the point of a relationship? For companionship? Whats the point? If you know the guy that you are meant to be till death do you part then its worth it. but whats the point of relationships before a marriage? like teenage relationships? one party will still be immature and might be going around flirting with other girls or guys. So, whats the point?"

yea, they are immature and is probably craving for the attention from other people by flirting around even though they are in the relationship. probably the bf or gf is not giving the attention she or he wants, so he/she is a jerk and throws himself at other females for a desperate attempt to be liked. cause people like to be liked.

In the end, it all hurts the same. So why should we bother getting into relationships when we are afraid of rejection or being hurt by someone you love? and why would you want to hurt the person whom you claim to love? then why bother get into a relationship in the first place? this brings me back to square one.

Its probably cause one is so desperate to find and know who is the ONE, the one who we are going to spend our lives till we are old and wrinkly. till we end up being hurt along the way when we know he or she is not the one.

So should i just sit at my doorstep or at a busstop to wait for my soulmate? or should i risk being hurt eventually?

haha?

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine