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"the future belongs to those
who believe in the beauty
of their dreams"

eleanor roosevelt
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Thursday, January 25, 2007

sengkang to seletar.
7pm.
natalie's house.
this gives u an idea on how we spent the time there.

(denise, if u are looking, check out the background. remember on nat 18th birthday(almost a year plus plus ago??) we put up embarrassing pics of nat? its still pasted there! hahahahah)
























ate food- fries, nuggets, chicken rice.
took a total of 100 photos in her apple comp.
nat, ruth & I.
Peter joined in on the fun.
freaked her out about limewire + police catching those who use it.
she deleted it within secs.
watched american idol.
played monopoly for 1 minute.
changed to jenga.
left around 11.30pm
boarded 86 around close to midnight? i think we took the 2nd last bus.
thank god I live 15mins away.
reached home at 12.10plus..

even though it was for few hours, it was tiring!
haha.
the photo taking session took up a lot of energy okay!

****

Happiness comes in many forms
In the company of good friends
In the feeling u get when u make someone elses dream come true
or when the promise of hope renewed
Its okay to let yourself be happy
because you will never know how fleeting that happiness might be.

oth s4ep12

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

The Cathay - Gridiron Gang
Plaza Singapura
Haji Lane
Arab Street
Parco Bugis
I enjoyed exploring the parts of singapore which I've never been before with you. (:
Let's go back to Haji Lane in the afternoon next time!
:D














I know you know I take advantage of you in the simpliest way that makes me seem spoilt.
like
making u get for me ice water with no ice
cutting the spring chicken for me
breaking my chicken mcnugget into small pieces
opening up the tomato sauce packets
etc etc etc

but i appreciate what you do for me you know !
and i like to be spoilt n manja by you LOR. hahah. :) :)

thanks for the movie and dinner treat yesterday too. :)
you definitely know how to spoil me after a long while!
hahahahehheheheho.

anyway, yesterday was my grandfather's birthday.

26th jan be his death anniversary.

this is the only pic I have with him.

i always felt bad for the way i treated him. like asking him to go away or when he came to fetch me from k1, i demanded to know where my mother is and didnt want him to fetch me anymore. he never did after tt. I would tear when i think of how i treated him at such a young bratty age but he would still care for me when i asked him could i sleep with him during the night (back then, i had night terrors).

My first regret.

*

if you had a choice between mandarin class or take up dancing...which wld you pick?!

urrhhh.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Saturday, January 20, 2007



THIS ENTRY IS THE LONGEST I THINK I EVER WROTE N IT HAS A LITTLE OF BITCHYNESS ADDED.

Yesterday, after a long while, I took bus 74.
thankfully, no roaches or slow aunties boarding the bus.
these kind of things gets me frustrated during a 1 hour journey ESPECIALLY when you are late.

anyway, I reached at 1pm SHARP at SIM to meet xiulin and melody for lunch at megabites.
then walked around ngee ann HS block where I saw some of my ex-classmates/coursemates.
I dont know why but Gwen looks like a female Harry Potter. I think she changed her specs.

DEL, WHOEVER KNOWS GWEN, dont tell her! and if GWEN herself stumbles here, SORRY but u remind me of Harry potter!

on to a diff topic tt I have emphasized before like 1 million times

dear ppl who said I look skinnier or already think I am horribly skinny to the core that u think five of me can fit into one pants of yours you fat ass,

WHATEVER TO U. I AM NATURALLY LIKE THAT CAN. n I think with braces I THINK I lost weight (as harder to chew so I dont each much) BUT I DONT THINK I LOST DRASTICALLY.

next time ask me first instead of chanting "u look skinny u look skinny u look skinny"

PLEASE LAH! I eat eat eat eat eat cant put on okay. Go n die n DONT tell an-nur to pass a msg to me to eat more.
u want to tell me u come n meet me in sengkang or town to tell me personally. :D

if not I tell an-nur to pass the msg back to u to stop eating so much cause the chicken fats are collecting at your neck n your leg width remind me 15 kfc original chicken wings tied together!! (:

sometimes, I want to ask ppl who irritate me with these skinny Qs on why are they so fat then!
like I said before, if I not close to u, I find it damn irritating if ppl ask me based on my skinniness.
if u are close, I close one eye.
yes, I am biased on who I hear it from.

and it will irritate me more if u are my friend since god knows when and tell me that I am skinny.
hello! Did u have double vision then? That u saw a fat me or smt?
if u cant stand that I am skinny, glue ya eyes shut then.

n to those ppl who seriously want to be thin (some ppl tell me that they want to be thin like me)
DONT STARVE YOURSELF PLEASE! How thin u want to be? Already with these type of ppl existing in the world, u dont want to be in my shoes. Just be of normal weight? U dont want irritating ppl coming up to u everyday and asking u to eat more. Or ppl giving u the LOOK like as though they encountered aliens.

but I rather be how I am now than a die-hard slightly plum girl or a dellusional-think-I-am-fat girl craving to be thin.

AND if u are one of those ppl who are dying from guilt from calling me skinny before u even found out the reason on why I am thin, I accept an apology anytime. :D


if u really really want to make a good impression of yourself the first time u meet me OR STILL want to maintain a good friendship with me for years to come, u know what kind of issues to keep at minimum or things u should avoid saying to me
for example,
MY SKINNY FRAME


DONT INSULT MY FAMILY


DONT THINK U ARE BETTER THAN ME


DONT TALK ABOUT HOW DAMN GOOD PAPER QUALIFICATIONS MEANS TO THE DAMN WORLD TO U


DONT INDIRECTLY SAY THAT ANY OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS ARE BRAINLESS

U DONT BELIEVE THAT ANY OF MY SIBLINGS OR I CAN MAKE IT IN EARNING GOOD MONEY

U DONT BELIEVE WHAT I TELL U ON MY FAMILY OR FRIENDS CAUSE U THINK ITS NOT TRUE AND THINKS THAT UR FAMILY IS MAKING MORE MONEY THAN US. EG. U CHOOSE TO BELIEVE THAT UR SISTER IS MAKING MORE MONEY THAN MY SISTER AS SHE IS "BRAINLESS" ("AIR STEWARDESS IS A BRAINLESS JOB" as quoted by u) BUT IN ACTUAL FACT I KNOW MY SISTER IS EARNING A HELL MORE THAN UR SISTER. (: (: (: scored 500 points for the sarjits !


DONT CALL ME WORDS SUCH AS SLACKER OR ANYTHING TO DO WITH LAZYNESS


DONT CHALLENGE WITH ME ON WHERE YA BOYFRIEND BRINGS U! this is a FACTUAL QUOTE "XXX brings me to crystal jade for dinner usually, where does an-nur bring you? kopitiam??" *laughs loudly* and this was my reply a long time ago "by the time u go on your future dates, XXX be broke n u be eating at longkang" (: n i giggled in my heart as i watched her face fall.


DONT CHALLENGE WITH BY SHOWING ME YOUR AIRLINE TICKETS cause U KNOW u need to despearately show me u been on a holiday when U KNOW I TRAVELED MORE THAN U.


DONT THINK MY NEW FRIENDS ARE NOT AS GOOD AS YOURS


DONT THINK I AM NOT SMART ENOUGH FOR SOCIETY - there are diff kind of SMART. get over yourself.



(by the way, these are based on true accounts. yes,a minority of cass friend(s) are damn bitchy-fied to the core )

only an-nur , bee lian n xiulin probably know more abt this..

there! i got it off my chest n now i can start 2007 more peacefully! finally! i can stop calling an-nur and whining my ass off and he can stop reminding me that my friend(s(?)) has psychological disorder.

anyway,
later on yesterday , met up with an-nur .

when I reached home, I had another funny conversation with xiulin over the phone that lasted till 2am (as usual) lol.

Oh, if u want to tell me that i look skinny, tell me ONE TIME. DONT keep TELLING ME OVER AND OVER N GO ROUND TELLING ppl..

u will receive retribution one day. like for EXAMPLE (does not apply to all HEHE)...

u dont want me to spread your dirty little secrets do u? even if i am not close to u, i know at least one or two secrets of you ppl.

especially _ _ ppl.

FEAR!!!!

HAHA.

OH. ANYWAY, i THINK as long as i am alive, now or 20-50 years down the road, i should AT LEAST get

ANOTHER PIERCING other than my 8 ear holes.

belly?( but when pregnant , so wasted!)

or maybe should start with...NOSE? LOL

AND

a butterfly tattoo.

(:

n if i am really rich or marry a rich man in future,

maybe i will start with...

lasering off every growing hair on my body ( NOT HEAD) off PERMANENTLY! n go for lasik too ? HAHAH

KEEP DREAMING CASS

pics by deviantart

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Thursday, January 18, 2007

enjoy my favourite song currently.
always prefered christina to spears.
(:

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

NEW SKIN.
from afterbirth.
going for plainer look?
i actually saw the link thru su-ey.

anyway,
I felt quite bitchy today. (:
rah!

first was chinatown to show ruth the two self-make belt shop.
we were trying to fix the belt to the buckle at one of the belt shop.
then the RUDE lady was like "NOT LIKE THAT LAH! (pause) WANT TO BUY ANOT?"
Then i was like "NO DONT WANT ALREADY" then when went outside the shop I mocked the lady "NOT LIKE THAT LAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!" then we laughed. LOL self amusement.

then off to borders.
chey! wasted my time printing the 40% off voucher. didnt buy anything. :(
their 2007 diaries were eek. i think the nicer ones were sold out.

then went to Forum.
when we were leaving, this teen was approaching us (she was those asking for donation kind) and she asked the stupidest Q.
teen girl : Do u understand english?
ruth:huh?? (shocked by her Q)
teen girl: Do you understand english?
Cass: NO!
-girl rolls her eyes and stomps away-
ruth: eh, you pissed the girl off.
then we laughed all the way to the exit of forum. please lah!

met emily and ate at pasta mania and spagedies at paragon.

things i bought:
vintage earings
baby doll black top with gold-like design from daytripper! my fave vintage place (:




okay so on to the topic of wentworth miller (michael scoffield),
i may be SLOW in knowing this
but he appeared in two of Mariah Carey music videos : it's like that and we belong together.
and he actually acted in buffy the vampire slayer (my all time fave show THEN until it got ridiculous)

and and also ghostwhisperer! how can i NOT NOTICE his appearance in ghostwhisperer!

before this, i only know he acted in dinotopia in Hallmark cable channel cause my mum called me to check out "the prison break brother with dinosaurs"

wow find out all this when u just wanted ONE picture of him to save in the computer. lol.

OH,
did u all hear the rumour that he is gay?

hahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahaahhahahah.

whatever. celebrity gossip.

what's new?

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Sunday, January 14, 2007

I have run out of things to blog about.

anyway, yesterday I went to check out LIME flea market.
stuff are not bad.
the jewellery i mean.
not really a fan of second hand clothing.
who knows what kind of disease the person who wore it has. lol but as An-nur said IT HAS BEEN STERILIZED. YA YA they have so much money to buy the auto clave or whatever machine isit?
however i manage to purchase a first hand brand new tee shirt for just 12 bucks.

anyway, those little stalls i went to rite, the owner has an online business of their own.
so take a look since u probably out of ideas to which blog link to press next.

http://cherylbianca.blogspot.com/
http://www.momentscouture.blogspot.com/


this link below was not at the flea market. just came across it while surfing online. or u can just go to closet affair at far east. but warning: the link below sells stuff that is rather pricey.

http://www.summer-fly.com/

but i rather u support my bro gf site! presshere heh.
(:

today after a LONG while they showed veronica mars! my next favourite TV show besides OTH n prison break. Singapore is like only at season 1 whereas US is already at season 3. how I wish I could get my hands on all three seasons. and the next episode be like 4th feb! SO SLOW! can they please change the timeslot of veronica mars?

besides that, my left eye was ABIT swollen yesterday. I THINK it was due to the oysters i tried at Manhatten Fish Market restaurant at PS on friday when I went with my mother. other than that, I can only think a mosquito bit my eye while i was asleep. lol.

My dad has a new Motorola flip phone. He got it free when he purchased a new fridge. He took 2 hour plus plus plus to set and learn more about the phone. my mother was like "u so kayu!"

haha.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Friday, January 05, 2007

At the Singapore Art Museum,
it is probably best for the visitors to behave
maturely
calm
and be deep in thought while viewing their art pieces
like an-nur here (WHATEVER)

unlike me


Friday night

just you, me n art

so classy HOR

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Thursday, January 04, 2007

the pictures below paint a thousand words.
from friendship to lameness.




:D

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine