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Thursday, March 29, 2007

chris sligh out! WTF!
sanjaya STILL in! WTF WTF!

bf still in India :(
bf will stillllll be India when I get back. double :( :(
but I aint crying a river at home okay! puhlease.
We aint like those u-hu super glue couples.
he smses, i call.

in my next bill, if I get charged for those 891283901 UNSUCCESSFUL sent smses, i'm gonna be pissed off!

since the computer was shifted to the balcony, quality time with my parents has increased. hahah.
by playing mahjong online!
my dad plays whereas i help him type in the chat box.
not exactly chat.. but help him scold people who scolds him for being SLOW.
when he is not at home, I PLAY (yes!) and my mum "coaches" me.
oh, dad's home!
mahjong time!
haha.

ok whatever.
anyway,




now i need to cry a river.
i fear when i travel on their road.
i fear that they steal my haivanas from my feet!
LOL.

however, with the constant screaming at bugs flying around, citizens over there will obviously know I'm a singaporean.
and time to face that uncle again who probably point out all the differences between the two countries seperated by a bridge.
last time, he already pointed out the toilets and pineapple tarts.
whats next?

wish me luck!

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

this comment I can handle:

"you dont look like your dad nor your mum. you are blooming into a beautiful lady"

this comment I cant accept:

"did you pluck your eyebrows? it looks thicker but the ends are slightly thinner"

is my uncle trying to suggest i have weird bushy eyebrows?
he said the eyebrow insult directly after the compliment!
wth!

anyway, in a few days time (NOT YET! still got a few more days left in Singapura),



cause contract has ended!

i be back before you know it!
THANK GOD!



:(
:D
:)

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Saturday, March 24, 2007

names i like:

male:
jake
wesley
lex
lucas
matthew
mark
luke
john

female:
peyton
alexis
london

if i had a pet:
china

NOW, REALIZE ITS AFTER HOLLYWOOD STARS OR THEIR CHARACTERS?
(AND AND FROM THE BIBLE? nice what!)
LOL.
i'll never name wentworth. as its too traumatizing for a child to be called out by his teacher in class especially in singapore.

so random!

**

the computer tt was previously in my room is now placed in the balcony.
now, the laptop is on my computer table and finally my study table is REALLY A TABLE TO STUDY.

now it pisses me off abit as the table is directly in front of the door and ppl who enter can see what i doing on the computer.
not that i surf XXX sites (please!) but when i look at blogs and friendsters or even chat on MSN, i rather do it privately.
and my aunty is a KPO.
she will like purposely come in and take a glance at the computer to SEE WHAT U R DOING.
like when my mum surfs the net, she will just go behind my mum and just STANDS THERE.
even my mum gets frustrated.

ANYWAY, both tables (study & comp) are occupied with junk, dirt and dust.
i only clean my room ONCE a YEAR.
so yea the next "spring" cleaning is like December.

bf has left for a India school field trip.
boo hoo.

morning started out with a telephone conversation with sexay xiulin.
filling me in on her mental patients.
the day will probably end with a late night ride home after our (Joyce & I) fingers and arms got some exercise.

i was able to catch abit of The Pussycat Doll: Search For The Next Doll.
the wannabe pussy dolls aren't exactly PUSSYCAT DOLL NICOLE GORGEOUS.
by FACE, i only know Nicole, a African American and that girl with the red hair.
that's all.
by NAME, its only NICOLE.
why do they need so many dolls for when only one is getting 95% of tv attention!

anyway, i want that GAP poster of WENTWORTH MILLER.



time to do some online shop browsing!

then tmr probably churchy with Ms Das!

i played a prank on a friend with ms das a few days ago. do i deserve to be 20??

hahah.

oh ya,

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Saturday, March 17, 2007

yesterday:
went to Holland V.
what a let down.
I expected some crazy ass shopping.
in the end, we spent less than an hour there.
nothing much to see or buy.

Eventually, ended up at marina square.
now it was when I bought a tank top for such a unlikely cheap price.
HAHA.
still in good quality ya know!
later, bf treated me to yummy-licious swensens ice-cream for dessert.
ended off with a romantic UNDER THE STARS, FEET ABOVE WATERS teasing n normal talk.

alamak! sorry for the pics as its senget.
i lazy to adjust.







today:
after much pester, my brother drove my mum, my aunt, my cousin & I to Metro Expo sale.
My cousin and I made a bee line towards the BRA SECTION once we stepped into the hall.
Bought like hell lot of bras. HAHA.
hello, its a SALE!
ppl go crazy when there is a SALE.
a bra promoter kinda got pissed off with me when I was just chucking bras around.
whatever.
Bought other stuff too. duh.

I'm in a midst of rushing my work and I still can manage to go for a SALE.
LOL.
Questionnaire for myself:
If a man fainted in front of a 60% off clothing poster, which would you see?
my answer: the SALE POSTER LAH!

but obviously, i will help the man first then i make a mad dash into the boutique. LOL

I heard bad news later in the evening.
SERIOUSLY, I FEEL SO STUNNED N SAD.
LIFE IS SO UNPREDICTABLE!

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Thursday, March 15, 2007

The day started at 9am when I made my way down to My Family Clinic at RM.
in the end, my mum said to go to the clinic at my old house in AMK.
just to go to AMK, we were so lucky to get a SMRT MPV car cab vehicle.
the taxi that seats 7 ppl.
my brother was dropped off first at my dad work place.
then it was just my mother n I.
clad in a old AUTHENTIC Roxy shirt, fbts, haivanas and MY GLASSES (I MADE HISTORY! THIS IS THE FURTHEST I TRAVELED WITH MY SPECS), I already look NOT BAD for a neighbourhood crowded with senior citizens and 1 child.

sad.
bitter.
depressed.
bleak.
I don't know what I can even do to correct it.
Dr said its too late at my age.
and he even giggled nervously about it.
maybe to make me not think so much bout it.
I just wanted to bawl my eyes out.

I'm just so upset about many things.
from head to toe.

I feel like cutting my hair too.
Suddenly I cant stand it.
my hair is naturally curly.
Once a hairdresser told me not to try to stop it but work with my curls.
but being the impatient person I am and not the kind of girl who brushes my hair 100 times a day, I couldn't take it.
Now I'm thinking to just snip off my hair to get back the curls.
chemicals are bad for hair and I cant keep burning my hair.

HAIZ.

I hope repeated HEROES on tv will cheer me up.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

PAIN + BEAUTY - WORTH IT?

lots of tears
lots of PAIN
lots of STOP STOP I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!
lots of stomping of foot on the bed or whatever.

that was how my facial session went today.
Today's one was the worst ever!
Its like the girl had a ju-on grudge against me &
felt like she was poking my pimples with a injection needle.

when i told her to stop, she was like "okay!"
2.2 secs later, she started again.

now my forehead is like a landmine.
feels like my frontal bone is hurt too.
LOL

After that, my mum & I decided to check out Central© since its like damn close by.
My mum bought for me three way-too-nice boxer shorts for home use at LitmusBlue.
pink hearts.
rainbow stripes.
gold flower design.
:D

I bought a necklace!
HEEHHAWS.

RAH!

I can't wait for nip/tuck Season 4 to come!
If you have been watching Season 3, QUETIN HAS NO PENIS!
I bet he will strike again with his sister (tsk tsk incest!) in one of their next seasons.
and If I was in Matt McNamara (Christian biological son/ Sean thought was HIS son/ WHATEVER N WHOEVER SON)shoes, I would not even dare cut off another person's penis lah!

I know its just a show but if there was actually those transvestite haters out there n asked me to perform such a PROCEDURE on a guy, I rather take my chances n use that bloody penknife n stab the guy who made me do it.

OH!
abt a month ago when I found out I lost 4kg, I was DEEPLY UPSET about it.
So today I checked my weight and I put back 2kg! :)
So now I need to put back another 2kg then I be at the stagnant weight which I have been for 5 years+!

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Friday, March 09, 2007

EDITED ENTRY!

Instead of the bleahhhh boring town, we decided to head down to Marine Parade and ECP Macs for dinner.

At Marine Parade, it was time to go all 'omg-so-cute-awww' at the rabbits and guinea pigs at the pet store.
saw gigantic rabbits to centre-parting Dr. Doolittle guinea pigs.
let me show you one of the oh-so-adorable bunny.



okay obviously when your journey ride home is long, there is hell lot of time to cam-whore on my darling Samsung.
only show u some. duh.



Below is how I taught bf how to pose with his better angle. lol.


hahaha.



NEXT STOP, HOLLAND V!

:D

NOOOOOOOO! rob & amber are the next to be eliminated in the coming ep! :(
DAMN!
but at least they came in 1st x3 n won prizes.

How I wish I was living in the US.
So tt I can have free access to watch TV shows on their website n myspace instead of youtube.
:(

As most of you know, a few weeks back they had the $10million Toto.
Temptation hit me so i bought a $1 ticket to try my lousy "luck" on the last day.
Have you ever thought what would you do with $10 million if u had it?

HMMM, so IF I won $10million, here is how I would spend the moolah.

* $1m to be divided among my family members. (HELLO! $200 000 is a lot already per person ya know!)

* $2m to spend CAREFULLY n NECESSARILY (House [one bloody house already might cost $1m rahhh!], a car, licence, holiday package, clothes, shoes)

* Half of $1m on my education, spouse edu, and my children's (includes their braces too and their pocket savings). LOL

* Half of that other $1m goes to adopting 1-3 children around the world in future and also to their visa, passport, clothes and whatever. hahah. I ALREADY WANTED TO DO THIS WAY BEFORE ANGELINA JOLIE STARTED THE "TREND"

* $1m to various charity, children orphanages, cancer & AIDS research foundations, give to low-income family or no-income family some money (ppl in poverty) :D

* $5m SAVE!!!!!!! Shall not touch them yet u know what I mean..til i think of smt useful to do with it like maybe open up business or a charity foundation. need to save it too for like my hospital bills n such. haha.

WELL, IF ONLY $10million dropped on my head. (but I think it knock me unconscious)

maybe this is all SAY-SAY. MAYBE EVENTUALLY I WILL TAKE THAT $10million and RUN!
LOL.

If you cant have it within a snap, all you can do is EARN IT.
It just depends on how long will it take..
maybe generations.
lol.

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

TEEHEE!
I bought a dress yesterday :D
damnit! somehow I regret not buying the other dress too.
BUT if i bought two dresses yesterday, I'd feel so guilty.
HAHA.
bf bought the polo with the penguin logo ! Original Penguin.

:D
vintage vintage vintage vintage.

**

When life comes rushing at you from out of the darkness,
who will you choose to face it with?
Will it be someone you trust?
Will they be wise?
And will their love for you help them to guide you to the light?
Or will they lose their way in the darkness.
Will they make noble choices or will that person be someone untested?
Someone new?
Life comes rushing at you from out of the darkness.
When it does - is there someone in your life you can count on?
Someone who'll watch over you when you stumble and fall and in that moment give you the strength to face your fears alone.

oth406

love before midnight
eleven : fifty nine

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Due to the discovery of a self-obsessed folder in Xiulin's nokia gallery, babe has suffered mockery by me especially.
(if u saw those photoSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS she took of herself, u would be either "WTH!" or "this-girl-damn-free")

LOL.
most girls surely will take those act cute pics of themselves on their camera phone rite?
SO, to save xiu skin, I like to prove that MOST girls CONFIRM ever took a photo of themself at least before..which includes...ME.
yes, i too can be self-obsessed even though I...may...not...seem...like...one.
LOL.

LET ME SHARE!

sadly, my photos are taken out of mockery.
its retardedly lame.
cause i aint those act cute kind.
these two pics tells u that i am a very mysterious person.


HAHAH.
riiiitee.

now, would anyone like to tell me honestly whether I look one bit Philipino?
cause i get that a lot.
NOT THOSE MAID LOOK CAN.
If u took a proper look at un-domestic helper like philipinos, u know what i mean.

dont stereotype ppl!
tsssk.

not all philipinos are maids and not all muslims are terrorists.
get it?
good.

now to share a video with u all.
taken at bee lian house on wednesday.
Lian actually was supposed to take a picture of us but i think she went to video mode so xiu n I weare caught smiling our butt off for a few seconds.
watch xiulin mouth when she said "faster"

IT DOES NOT MOVE.

she can take up ventriloquism.
All she needs now is to invest some money in a puppet doll.





TC!
much embarrassment to me today
but what the heck
Its all for fun.

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